So I'm not entirely sure why I'm alive still. For my birthday I had 16 shots of vodka straight, four and a half hits of ecstacy, and 120mg of prozac. I feel like a major player because.... I had sex... with these two girls. It was magical. *blush*

Single again ):

Hooray for having the ugliest haircut imaginable!! Fuck my life.

So I was just watching the news, and this poor 7 year old native boy was forced to sit, and have his long hair cut by a Teacher's aide. The fucking Teacher's Aide forcufully cut the boy's hair!! A lot of white people are disgusting. Thinking they can go out and about trying to make every other damn person fit they're own personal image of "perfection". These kind of people obviously don't know what pride is, and that everything is wrong unless it's their way. Fuck you, you STUPID woman, and how DARE you call yourself a human being you disgusting fuck!

I'm part of a circle.
A circle that could include: her past, her forever, her just because, her self loath, and her now.
I'm sitting around becoming so nervous, so awkward.
This small bottle is filled with my relief, it stares hungrily at me. Wanting me.
I sit with a blank piece of paper listening to the clock tick
wondering when my time's up tonight.
I've dug my hole so deep, it's too deep to climb out, not even a helping hand can get me out.
It's too late.